The Wish

Dear Sean, Today is your birthday, I wanted to drop the kids off at school and daycare then go to the florist and to the cemetery to see you- I haven't been in months (as I'm sure you've noticed). I wanted to go to counseling, I haven't been since before Iceland, and with it being... Continue Reading →


Every September since Sean died I try to take a trip to distract myself from the second most difficult event of the year without him- his birthday. It didn't start that way-I had booked a September trip to England, Ireland and Scotland with my best friend back in 2016 both before I got pregnant and... Continue Reading →

Happy Birthday

I hope. I hope wherever you are now, you're as happy as you were in this picture. I hope you're not scared or suffering anymore. I hope your soul is at peace. I wish. Oh, I wish you could see how loved you were. I wish you could see how you were the tie that... Continue Reading →

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